Jealous and inspired

Whenever i see a young girl or a boy such as justin beiber, selena gomez, miley cyrus and other stars i get jealous. I wonder what have i done till now with my life. I kinda get dissapointed in myself. But im not the kind to loose hope and give up. I still believe some kind of miracle will happen and i will end up sucessfull and rich, on my own that is. Hope it comes true *fingers crossed*